What to do?

Have you guys ever felt like you're stuck in a clusterfuck?

Sometimes I feel like everyone around me is deliberately trying to hurt me or do things that will somehow affect me.

Lately I've been feeling lost. I used to think I had it all figured out and that I was on a fast track to succes in all aspects of my life. There was a time when I thought I was living the life I was meant to and that everything was falling into place. Now I can't help but to feel as though things are just falling appart.

Maybe I've been having a crappy day or maybe I need to adjust my mind and life. It seems to me as if I'm trying to fit squares into circles. What should I do?

Am I right to think this all is not fair or should I stop complaining about stupid pointless shit?
I read a post from another blog today from a girl I know and she was telling a story about Spanish missionaries in my country, how difficult it has been for them not only to adjust to this life but to work and make do with what they have. They don't complain about how sad their lives are, they just want to help others and try to see the positive side of things. It really made me wonder whether I'm just an ungrateful spoiled kid.

I don't know what to think of myself anymore because I can't seem to find that sense of gratitude and appreciation that they have. Is that spiritual, cultural or am I just plain bad??

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